FULTON COUNTY, Ga. – A Roswell police detective is serving a 30-day suspension after investigators said he showed up to a firearms training class with alcohol in his system, and records show the stresses of his job might have led to the incident.
On May 31, records show Detective Zackery Kowalske showed up late for a firearms class at the Georgia Public Safety Training Center in Forsyth, Ga.
Documents said an instructor asked Kowalske why he was late and noted that an odor of alcohol was coming from his breath.
The report said Kowalske admitted to drinking six beers the night before and said that he had “passed or blacked out” in his hotel room and overslept.
The instructor took a blood alcohol reading at the facility and records show it registered at 0.04, which is below the legal limit to drive.
“Kowalske would have had to been at a 0.16 or 0.18 with the normal elimination rate when he quit drinking and went to bed,” the instructor noted in the internal affairs report.
Kowalske told investigators that he normally drinks himself to sleep because he sees “ghosts” as the result of post-traumatic stress disorder from his role as a crime scene investigator.
Kowalske also said that he was having trouble sleeping due to a shooting involving a car chase and being assigned to investigate a double homicide behind a grocery store, according to the report.
The report also said the veteran detective sees the image of a 4-year-old boy who was hanged by his father in 2013.
In a memo obtained by Petchenik, Roswell Police Chief Rusty Grant ultimately decided to suspend Kowalske for 30 days for violating department policies, including reporting unfit for duty and transporting alcohol in his city vehicle.
Grant ruled Kowalske will have to undergo a “Fitness for Duty Evaluation,” won’t be able to attend training at GPSTC for a year and will be transferred to a different division.
“I think he should get a chance,” Roswell resident Darlene Jenkins told Petchenik after hearing about the suspension. “He needs to address it solve the problem.”
Northside Hospital psychotherapist Nikeisha Whatley-Leon told Petchenik that PTSD is not uncommon in first responders, especially police.
“The symptoms would be something similar to reliving the experience, having nightmares, not being able to sleep,” she said. “We’ve seen veterans, we’ve seen policemen that have been exposed to experiences that have been very traumatizing to where it impacts their way of functioning.”
Whatley-Leon said one coping mechanism is to drink.
“We know that talk therapy helps… putting them in an environment where they feel safe,” she said.
She told Petchenik departments need to do a better job of monitoring the mental health of their officers.
“When someone has been exposed to something that’s not the normal routine of life, that you have support in place, whether it’s through EAP, a crisis therapist on hand, and also having ongoing evaluations of mental health status,” she said. “It’s almost like you’re putting them in the fire but not giving them the support to get them out or to keep them geared up to keep them going.”
Grant declined to comment because the case was a personnel issue. Petchenik reached out to Kowalske via email, but did not hear back.